baby, how much i've missed you
and i've never even kissed you
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baby, how much i've missed you
and i've never even kissed you
with her great dark eyes
stood waiting for the second World War
from a safe balcony in Paris,
near where an island forms a church.
she was without her Spanish stranger,
who was holding a young blonde girl
in bondage and was unable to break away,
as soft ropes pulled tightly around his waist.
and his Russian wife was too skinny to know, and not
well enough to understand that her own misfortunes
had driven him far away and it would not be gentle.
he now lived inside a hot beach cabana, peeking outside
only when he needed more money.
the young blonde girl quickly became both his obsession and his sister,
as she curled her pubic hairs inside their bathing hut on a
sandy Dinard beach and gave him plenty of pause.
his wife, meanwhile, kept her own hair
cut short, to resemble a current fashion.
and the gray lady in Paris, leaving the balcony,
put her hand to photography,
instead of a bust,
but it wouldn't make any difference!
the Spaniard would seek her out, eventually.
she handed me a peach!
it was late in the afternoon and i was hungry,
so extremely hungry.
no food for three days
wearing soiled clothes and my unwashed body for weeks;
a prisoner inside my own mind
trapped by forces beyond my control.
her peach was the best thing i've even eaten
and before i could offer my thanks,
she quickly disappeared into a crowd of strangers.
but i've never forgotten.
thank you, young girl, you've restored my faith in humankind.
delightful as she spoke
to chase away your shark.
okay,
if that's what you say
i'll be on my way
running until the middle of next week
looking for permission to speak
what's really on my mind.
and when i finally find
the proper verb and that elusive noun
i hope i'm already uptown
where all the factory girls are waiting
ice skating
while sipping cherry cokes
just like common folks
and if it's not a hoax
the writing will still be on the wall:
everything happening now is just before the final fall.
my escape was a close call;
no one is answering the phone.
i'm wore down to the bone,
almost arrested for speeding,
dazed by the lights and bleeding
near the warehouse where Andy Warhol painted.
and i finally fainted,
unfortunately,
before we had a chance to spend the night together.
to save my life
i bought a ticket
and tossed my knife
watched it spinning into the air
seven times for good luck
but i didn't have a prayer;
boarded the train.
looked out the window
saw the rain
and heard the tracks;
tried to get some shuteye
but fell through all the cracks.
the night was long;
the train whistle blew;
i recognized the song:
the only one i knew.
it started black;
i hummed the tune.
stayed in my sack;
the stars came out!
when i found myself with a morning smile,
i lost all doubt
about something.
"you speak the absolute truth,"
said Mr. Hamas,
leading his group of tourists to a refugee camp.
"there is a bias, he said, "and we blame the other side
for having one."
"As you can see", he said, "there is no tunnel here
and no command center;
we have simple tents and donated foodstuffs
along with enough water to last several weeks.
I tell you, that's what your eyes should see!
our hospitals are understaffed, with few medicines."
"I want to emphasis", he said,
"we are a peaceful people who have had our
ancestral homeland taken from us by the United Nations.
they made an historical mistake on November 29, 1947,
with Resolution 181,
for which the consequences
will forever be grave.
and there will be graves, thousands of graves!
we will go on killing our oppressors for centuries to come.
and they will kill us, too."
"Yasser Arafat once said it well, when he said
we can not live without our dignity.
we also can not live without our land.
And this has nothing to do with our religions!"
in a while, they all sat down for a short lunch break,
hearing the afternoon call to prayer
recited in Arabic.
there was distance gun fire, too.
just like Mao
when somehow
he chased Peanut across the strait
to the island
and thus began a purge
(a Long March of conquest)
which today has consolidated all power
every Chinese hour
into the hands
of a small band
of controllers,
the bombs again fall and the tanks rumble
over fallen buildings, the crumble
of bones,
near the river and to the sea.
a distant land
in Mediterranean history
with the same result:
loss of innocent life and tumult!
what is the point?
to own the joint?
kissing the land
with cold lips and hands like ice;
black eyes without sparkle
pay the price,
using other people's dreams
as currency.
with a simple handful of dirt
i'm tossing it into my bag
hoping to avoid the hurt
of your loss;
and i thought
at what cost?
i'm already suffering the blues
remembering all i can lose
when you depart.
the pain in my heart
takes me to bed
turns out my light
whispers sweet words
but nothing feels right.
am i in Paris
or buried in Berlin,
with a handful of poppies
and a bottle of gin?
a killer takes aim,
but my driver knows the score,
running all the red lights
to the next World War
with a simple handful of dirt
i'm tossing it into my bag
hoping to avoid the hurt
of your loss;
and i thought
at what cost?
i'm already suffering the blues
remembering all i can lose
when you depart.
the pain in my heart
takes me to bed
turns out my light
whispers sweet words
but nothing feels right.
crossing the muddy waters
in a hail storm in the night,
filled with foolishness
and filled with fright;
a lady tried to teach me
while my back was turned;
i tried to escape,
using all the tricks i learned.
she was a hungry woman;
excitement was in those eyes.
i asked for forgiveness!
i confessed all of my lies!
but she said it was simple:
i lost my way on the track.
beware or i'd find myself
kicked out of the sack;
and i'd be sad and lonesome
with no way to find my path!
there'd be no special woman
to heat water for my bath!
crossing the muddy waters
in a hail storm in the night,
filled with foolishness
and filled with fright;
a lady tried to teach me
while my back was turned;
i tried to escape
using all the tricks i learned.
there hopped the rabbit
with a carrot in his hand;
he took a big bite
before finding it hard to stand.
on the street corner
with his eyes open wide,
he watched the passing traffic
looking for a ride.
the traffic was fast,
spinning way out of control;
he looked for a safe spot
to dig himself a new hole.
it took a long time!
he kept digging all alone;
he was looking for love,
but he only found a bone.
and the bone was old;
it smiled and sang him a song:
it was about a rabbit
that was always wrong.
he stopped his digging!
found and lit a cigarette.
thought about destiny
and broke out in a cold sweat.
there hopped the rabbit
with a carrot in his hand;
he took a big bite
before finding it hard to stand.
the pine and the downy birch
also the larch tree
all marching
across the land
up hills and across the tundra
over the mountains
into the softening soils
toward the North Star
where reindeer herds look for solid ice
in the ever warming night.
blue and orange and with shades of green,
the forest expands
where trees once grew
thousands of year ago
before the fires and the wolves
who walk on two legs.
inside France
she sipped her wine;
she asked me to dance
while picking ripe grapes
from an overhead vine.
on her daddy's land,
the sun was shining;
her body was sleek and tanned.
i thought i'd take a sip
before that drink was banned:
we'd grab a bottle and laugh;
sing a Stone's song & take a bath.
we'd go crazy with the blues.
oh, we'd never need to choose!
she'd read the news
when the highlights were bold,
saying, all that glitters isn't gold!
my fortune was in the cards!
her private estate surrounded by armed guards
and i'd be a fool to try an escape,
inside where it hurts or out of shape
inside France
she sipped her wine;
she asked me to dance
while picking ripe grapes
from the overhead vine.
on her daddy's land,
the sun was shining;
her body was sleek and tanned.
i thought i'd take a sip
before that drink was banned!
running across America without any shoes
hearing the darkest news
shedding my coat
but still wearing the blues
wondering where it has all gone wrong
humming a sad song
about indifference
then jumping a border fence
and a wall
rivers wide and ten miles tall.
all my pants are torn
wondering why the richest people born
without a picking thing to do
wander around without a clue
in retreat or full charge
aiming at the world at large
are hitting the bull's eye
with mother's milk and warm apple pie!?
well, their crumbs don't fall far
it's too bizarre
to be a comedian's joke
staying asleep while acting woke.
thousands of workers looking for work
an auto mechanic or a retail clerk
with beautiful land underfoot
on shifting sands or staying put.
i think it's strange
my home on the range
just passing gas or looking for a buck
thinking bad company or wishing good luck.
i know i love you
but often what you do
needs further review.
it's half-time or quarter-time
out of prison or committing a crime,
i'm risking my life
sharpening my knife
to peel an organic orange.
i cried at night
and in the daylight
standing on unsteady feet
knowing i should eat,
there was no appetite
in spite
of losing weight.
and when i tried to draw a deep breath
it came out small,
matching my size
as if to sympathize
with my growing concerns.
a friendly doctor said i could be dead
or perhaps not
but it all depended on what it is i've got,
and i had something
in my lung,
and being no longer young,
there was a good chance
i had attended my last dance.
Cancer?
but I'm a Virgo!!!
and i didn't want to leave,
YOU!!
my memories are not as important
as the here and NOW:
we sit
sipping a dry wine and
our eyes shine.
you ask and I reply:
i want to wash dirty dishes in hot soapy water
and thereby clean
my fingernails,
and ride the open highways and rails,
singing songs remembering Johnny Cash,
and then set a world record in the 100 yard dash,
while remaining humble,
writing a four line poem
which explains how the Rocky Mountains
became rocky,
and how our scars can be healed by a kiss.
let me be healthy,
to see the tiny hummingbird spin its'
even tinier wings
all the way to the sea of Paradise and return
with a flower in its' mouth.
i want to hand you a flower, too,
with my tiny wings.
the hyenas
with a swift run, yelping,
and a blazing red skull illuminated
on my waiting room wall,
both broke my concentration
and coughing, i fled,
into an dreamworld
as majestic as the distant Mountain of God
and as cold as the snows of Kilimanjaro:
my left lung was filled with glass shards
as a Maasai warrior watched me from a high rock,
standing on one leg, impassive,
and i could see the sun dancing on his spear point.
i was being sedated in a hospital operating room,
watching the wild dogs chase a young zebra foal.
a heavy dark cloud enveloped me, and sheets of rain
nearly drowned me, but i awoke, foggy-brained,
covered with a buffalo skin shield for safety.
my right lung was protected by my emperor's guard
dog and seemed healthy;
my left lung was not doing so well, but might be saved,
as a local witch doctor explained.
the bones of dead animals covered the floor.
i went home to sleep some more,
high in the safe branches of a Baobob tree.
in Florida
the shore line is now a front line
while the phone line to the Governor's office is constantly busy
looking over to the Keys
hearing the shouted words "So help me, please!"
the old man and the sea
remembering stories of a shark attack
are calling: there's no turning back
dying or already dead
the high rises
proudly
finding surprises
where the sun also rises
when high tide is spotted running across Lincoln Road
and maybe the onslaught can no longer be slowed.
in Florida
the shore line is now a front line
while near Alabama's Africa Town
the sunken slave ship was finally found
buried in mud near Twelve Mile island where it was burned and sunk
treated by the enslavers like a useless piece of junk!
a boastful white man acting like a heartless drunk
hiding his crime thinking that if it's out of sight
there's no evidence to point to in the dark of night
but now the history books
can give this story many more serious looks
finding surprises
where the sun also rises
when high tide is spotted running across Lincoln Road
but maybe the onslaught can now be slowed.
live at Pompeii
what more should i say
living my life from day to day
where everything goes from hand to hand
managing to walk upright across the land
when even though i can't understand
the echos stirring in the breeze
bringing me to my knees
i can see you're hiding in the trees
with a saucer in hand and a cup for drink
on the edge and near the brink
imagining what it is to think
and one foot stands above the crowd
looking for love as you cry out loud,
"I no longer want to feel so proud."
but the hush of night
conceals from sight
the doing wrong and the hoping right
and you begin to drift and feel the sway
telling yourself that you're okay
"It's easier to feel this way!"
the trees are high and the fall will be fast
and everybody wants to be the last
it's easier to embrace the past
where all secrets are concealed
hearts open but never healed
holding high the human shield.
live at Pompeii
what more should i say
living my life from day to day
where everything goes from hand to hand
managing to walk across the land
when even though i can't understand
the echos stirring in the breeze
bringing me to my knees
i can see you're hiding in the trees.
delight
all thru de night
and de following afternoon
you and i
noticing the clouds and the sun
when they're in the sky,
and the far horizon of an imaginary sea,
as deep as our memories will allow.
and oh! we can be loud
and bellow and sing
with all the air our expanding lungs can bring
forth
so we, too, can fly
like the breezes on our face
leaving a sweet taste
maybe like frozen pistachio ice cream
or whatever it is we dream
if wishes really do come true
for everyone but especially for you
digging into the depths of a golden castle high on the hill
and finding bones
and a temporary chill
which captures a moment
just before hearing the delighted laughter of children playing on a sliding board or swinging
from a low-branched tree
and when looking closer you notice it's both you and me
but i'm wearing my linen shirt
while walking slowly in the soft dirt
of my old age
enjoying the feeling of being very light
like
delight
all thru de night
and de following afternoon.
when i rode on a crazy black horse
across the vast Pacific
there was a hot wind in my face
and a letter in my hand
a mission to fulfill which i didn't understand
but i heard it from the President firsthand
everything was meticulously planned
War was in great demand!
and the home of the brave
told me there were friendly strangers to save
but thousands of dead were found buried in a grave
while the home of the brave
felt the sun on its' face
winning every contest
winning every race
singing songs with an adolescent voice
healthy living with freedom of choice:
nothing to do but simply rejoice!
but sometime long ago when i rode in a jeep
hours from family and days without sleep
there were explosions and confusion with Vietnamese tears
everyone homeless and wrapped with their fears
and i flew in my chopper with a terrible noise in my head
the landscape seemed empty and everyone dead
and the home of the brave
told me there were friendly strangers to save
but thousands of dead were found buried in a grave
while the home of the brave
felt the sun on its' face
winning every contest
winning every race
singing songs with an adolescent voice
healthy living with freedom of choice:
nothing to do but simply rejoice!
when i rode on a crazy black horse
across the vast Pacific
there was a hot wind in my face
and a letter in my hand:
a mission to fulfill which i didn't understand
but i heard it from the President firsthand
everything was meticulously planned
War was in great demand!
there was a letter in my hand.
Charles,
in a deep black back alley,
resumes spitting at the few birds pecking for crumbs,
perfectly shirtless and unconsciously proud of his few chest hairs,
he quizzically looks
at the sun,
confident he will never run
from imagined or actual fears.
he eats alone in his unassuming flat,
where an empty bird cage hangs,
resembling a southern cross.
Charles,
in a practiced stupor of his own design,
and with a pen he grabs too well,
screams often in an elemental voice harsh with scornful intent
about his social security check which wasn't sent
on time
and that he'll never attempt to write academic rhyme
and feels proud of it,
unaware of what it means.
Charles,
always gruff and all that stuff,
tries to beat and beat and beat,
lifting both feet
to praise convention and to make a mark or a smear
of some sort or the other within the boundaries of the social frontier,
where a few birds are pecking for crumbs.
the birds resemble Charles,
who spreads his wings for no reason
and becomes his own bird.
far
and further away
passing hours
into the early evening of every precious day
chasing fireflies and dreams and a wayward dog
off the fallen log
where Turkey Tail and snail
seem to be in no hurry
throwing off the deepening shadows!
there's no need to hurry
from the thin deer trail hidden from view;
i'm thinking of you
as i'm rock hopping across a shallow creek
and up an embankment almost too steep
climbing imaginary summits into a low cloud
which spoke to me in voices profound:
the vernal sound
putting me to sleep in a nearby bed of soft grass.
so i went to an art opening
at the Lynden Gallery
in etown & many people came out
including Luke and Mallory
whom i hadn't seen in about
two years or so plus Lisa
the owner was there
with her beautiful raven dark hair.
Ned Wert was the artist on display
(i met his sister & her fiancee)
and his works are now largely abstract
hanging with deep red as the predominant shade:
i was gasping at the numbers as fact
then noticed several full prices were paid
but it was simple since the mood was so good
to be friendly and feel that you should
in this fire hall converted to art
just mingle and fondle a heart,
drink wine, eat crackers, and cheesy
to imagine that living is easy.
here is original stuff as it should be
poking holes in the idea of normality
a space which is happy and free,
so visit.
Van Gogh
found his toe
beneath an olive tree
near the town of Saint Rémy
but he lost an ear
when the sky was crystal clear
during a strange sword fight
on a rumored starry night.
i'd dance with you, Maria,
but my hands are on fire
and if i wanted to die
i'd find myself a lover to hire.
she'd be a blues baby
shuffling along a lazy dirt road
fingering her necklace and pearls
in a way making it difficult to decode
what she had in mind
even though she hadn't designed
her shuffle or her smile
and it makes it easy for her to beguile
my wondering and my inquisitive soul
i'd be listening to her chanting as she danced
and i'd quickly lose control
dreaming of mermaids and my former captain's life at sea
sailing among giant waves where there was never any guarantee
and i'd see her pause for the blossoming of a flower
waiting and watching for more than an hour
and i'd whisper into her ear but she wouldn't seem to hear!
she was on her steady road and it never showed
if she was waiting for me to reappear
or to simply disappear:
it's all in my dream
so there's nothing here for me to redeem
i could be her castle and she could be my queen.
i'd dance with you, Maria,
but my hands are on fire
and if i wanted to die
i'd find myself a lover to hire.
but hey Donnie!
hey Donnie!
pretending to be polished but always so naturally crude
don't brood.
i'm hot and down in old Mexico
my body naked from head to toe
escaping from a Pacific storm.
later, your arms keep me warm.
becoming nobody
i left a winning hand
when my words were banned
from the bar stool where i lazily sat
contemplating warfare and urban combat
in a world where dust settled uncomfortably on the thin air.
so, i took a second look and it was no longer there
but no one could answer why
no need to get a job or to re-apply
the position is already taken
and if i'm not mistaken
there's a lot of drinking going on late into the night
and despite
a growing alarm at the insanity employed to tell the truth,
two couples necking in an adjacent booth
sat laughing at the music telling lies to the adjacent wall
but that's all i can recall
between quick sips of a memory and a news flash about a shooting
at the local armory where military men where seen recruiting
innocence ladies and their temporary lovers,
hiding under conservative covers
where their cover was blown.
the latest laws were quickly overthrown
by noon the following day
when the King and his Queen came out to play;
they were heard to say
there was permanent tooth decay
found in every peasant mouth
north east west and south.
while here i stand trying to get a grip
afraid of an inappropriate word that might falsely slip
but let the single chip
fall where it may
i'll soon run out of words to say
sometime tomorrow or maybe even today
when the sheriff and his deputy jump out and shout
"What the hell is this all about?"
but there's no taking account
of all the money i left on the poker table
when i was unwell and feeling unstable
and the lights went unexpectedly dim.
all that's remaining is the singing of my personal hymn
and a tap dance discreetly off stage,
i've heard it's all the rage
sitting on a flat tire,
offering myself out for hire.
lastly, i hear i've been rejected for the principal role in an important church choir
and that's something to crow about.
"With my dog-eyes I stop before the sea,"
said HILDA HILST,
lapping at her bowl of laughing water.
she stood hallucinating driftwood!
said she heard a kitten roar
with a mighty menace,
and her body began shaking,
her fur covered in burrs and bloated ticks,
the putrid smell of dead fish sweating from her pores.
i asked her if she were a dog
and she said she didn't know.
she tried to bark but mere words
came out of her canine mouth!
she told me she was living in a foreign country
where dogs were nameless,
and she slept in an abandoned shack.
each night, she assured me, she saw ghosts
smearing blood on the naked walls,
wailing and full of spite,
hateful and red-eyed.
but here, by the sea, the waves were free and
she felt temporarily at peace.
as she slept on the damp sand, i watched
as she scratched an itch.
the tide was wet and the night was black,
like her eyes.
in the morning, as she dug for a buried bone,
the sun rose heavily in the air.
her straight dark hair cut short & tight
i think Tom would have liked him, had they ever met.
i lied when i said i didn't want to kiss you again.
when she saved that waltz for me.
but for whom does it toll?
he asked.
was it le gros
or was it le petit
who each night fell in love
with a new English girl,
forgetting momentarily about the war in France?
ah, it was Derain.
he did resent Picasso for having it
easy, for avoiding the trenches that Braque
and he had been stuck in.
but that was then and this was now, walking
to the National Gallery with Pablo but without Olga.
and Pablo was generous, sketching a black pencil on paper
portrait of him which was of exceptional strength.
soon, Derain would marry Alice, who had formerly been
a Picasso mistress.
but that was then and this was now.
Le petit was the Spaniard, who had no studio in London.
so whatever happened to the time?
Pancho Villa spreading fear raided north from Mexico he crossed the Rio Grande river near the Texas border town of sleepy old El Paso Bob Dylan meanwhile fingering his early morning mug of hot cocoa and nursing a just born baby slo gin fizz thought Pancho was loco watching from his desolate square in Juarez dodging bullets & writing songs because too few people were visiting there attending church or righting wrongs he heard the horses with sweat on their brow speaking Spanish with envy in their voice they wanted to be unhitched and they wanted to be given freedom of choice and then it was Easter time too the dust of one thousand assassins settled in to chasing children and hunting for sharing a sin and grinning a grin it seemed they were from another world instead they didn't believe in Jesus Christ or the game of baseball and they hit young Robert Allen Zimmerman in his head just as he was about to call Pancho Villa on the phone and say there shouldn't be any more crazy killings today but the Women's Temperance Union heard the ringing of the march starting from their headquarters in town they began to sing: "the Cadillac bar is no place for a beer it's the devil's plaything we've come to fear put down your glass and begin to think if it gets too heavy we'll start to sink." well, everybody heard the protest and began to swoon as their parade route was full of fallen people and unbelieving spectators and a Catholic saint hanging with his parachute from the nearest steeple but no one was looking for a happy hour answer Pancho Villa was riding into the state & on his knee was a pretty Dallas cowboy dancer and the crowd didn't seem to mind that he was running late the band began to play a famous Sodi Miranda song about Cassanova and how he came to know that romance never stays around for very long it always thinks it's time to go and then they saw Robert Allen Zimmerman fall just as he was about to call Pancho Villa on the phone and say there shouldn't be any more crazy killings today and someone said he was going back to New York City 'cause he'd had enough.
the blue train was boarded by Coco Chanel
and her friend Misia Sert,
By the summer of twenty six
Many hotel guests ran out of tricks.
By October of '28
Those remaining realized dinner was being served late;
Even their dessert put out to sea
Where it sank ignominiously
Like the crumbs of a banquet from the prior week.
Few looked back or cared to speak
When they saw pictures of Mussolini on every wall.
Some memories the Murphy's cared not to recall,
Like the sale of their Weatherbird boat,
Which faded with time and seemed fairly remote
When viewed from the depths of Fifth Avenue in 1942.
The Spanish civil war was over and Picasso spoke
From his studio as the levee broke
for Gerald and Sara, Scott and Zelda, and Hemingway.
In America they would all have their final say
After leaving the twentieth century of Paris in flames.
Picasso remained to continue his games!
First one wife, then two:
Countless ladies but what could a modern master do?
Meanwhile, Sara kept a rose in a tall vase in her New York entrance hall;
it was what Fernand Léger pointed to when he saw
the simplicity and exclaimed "The value of that!"
Everyone agreed and tipped a collective hat
for Gerald, who wanted to go outside to play.
He put down his brushes with nothing more to say.
He painted when he was younger, but not often or much.
He always felt he had a second-rate touch.
old grandmother made a killer chocolate cake
with cocoa powder for Christ's sake!
cocoa powder?
she used vinegar for the baking soda that came all the way from South Dakota
and flour and white sugar to mix with one cup of salad oil and vanilla for taste
hand whipped without haste
2 cups of cold water into the dry mix
then fold gently into the pan use the spoon for discreet licks
while cooking at 350 for 30-35
then top with peanut butter icing but not too thickly applied
totally yummy in your tummy!
everybody knows that Hemingway
my wounded head was loosely wrapped with a military black bandage.
no bloody leakage was noticeable.
as i made my way to the front of the assembled crowd.the widower on the roof
was what the bitchy boys called him:sitting with the things
i came in with,
putting all my eggs in a basket
and hunkering down,
there are chickadees in the tree
i call home.
one bird grabbed a sunflower seed.
a squirrel sat enviously,
devouring sunlight.
there was a mud puddle where
snow should have been.
the chimes sang with the breeze.
i remembered the song from my youth.
my only brother called,
but i didn't hear him:
he has no voice.
if he were a chickadee,
he'd be sounding off all the time,
especially when he was hungry.
if he were a chime,
he'd be the breeze.
of course a horse with no name
came into view:
I was reading the morning paper
after eating breakfast and tying my reluctant shoe.
in the background played a Johnny Cash song
about a Folsom Prison Blue
and the ring of fire burning red.
see, I remember climbing out of bed
and hearing my golden-haired dog cough
and the table top alarm going off.
well, what's it all about?
I heard a voice like Janis Joplin shout!!
she was wearing a string of pearly beads,
complaining of her urgent needs,
but no stick up artist was waiting nearby.
no overhead blue bird sky.
no shooting star,
but a Sunday night TV and a Mercedes car
both went speeding past.
I wondered if my coffee would last
longer than these damn memories flooding in from my past?
what time will the holding company begin holding me
in its' arms with a cup of hot organic green tea?
in my mind, there's a burning cigarette filled with nicotine and memories of smoke,
laughing at a stupid comment which I took to be a joke
but Edgar Allan Poe didn't know which way to go,
either; so like a rolling stone,
we both hoped to be alone
gazing at eternity.
this is the kiss of Tosca!
Roosevelt, Churchill, Stalin,