on the high seas
writing letters to my mom
dipping my quill in thick black ink
trying to make sense of the scene
trying to take an accurate count of the vote
wondering how far I have to travel for an answer
to the mysterious arrangement of ripe apples
in a pure white bowl
resting on a wooden table
inside a small studio
atop a low hill of Aix-en-Provence, France.
in what would become unremarkable,
i wrote to her about the whippings
and the rants
and that much would come of my writing
if the sun continued to shine into my eyes
and the doors remained open to the wild winds
blowing across the ocean in many languages.
and the waves did keep stacking,
towering high, piercing my bow,
matting my hair and spraying my thin face:
and in a dream, i saw summer grasses beaten down by charging calvary
near the village of Waterloo,
where horses cried
for the bodies of
victors and the dead
who forgot their own names
in or out of the saddle.
and i rowed my small boat
during a violent summer storm,
determined to find a safe harbor where none existed.
I was sure i could finish my letter before nightfall,
even as the atmosphere became more threatening,
and my breathing more imprecise.
there was a little bit of poetry in my impressions
of the world,
and a lot of doubt.
so far, not a drop of hot coffee has been spilled on my neat trousers,
nor have I eaten a speeding bullet with my tongue.
that's partly what i wrote to her.
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