Cotopaxi, Ecuador (summer 2012)

Wednesday, May 27, 2026

sex on the beach

with a hat wreathed in flowers
and sex on the beach
besides the high water line
under a sun shaped like a vagina
the woman felt relaxed
holding a large cigarette in her mouth
reading Dionysos
while wet sand pushed between her toes


the lady felt the heat of July
little by little
draw salty beads of perspiration
in wavy lines
on her skin
in a loose-fitting dress
and barefoot
in a quiet way


she later looked at herself in a mirror

and saw a bird fly from a wire cage.


catch a sparrow (2)

how can you catch the sparrow?

the bone separating from the heart
of the marrow?
 

can you hold an angel in your arms
when she's afraid to surrender all her charms?

where does the day go when it's gone?
are we just waiting for another simple dawn?

are you there to remind me of who i am,
so i can return to love you once again?
 

warm sunshine and a gentle shower
a kiss a lifetime a day a passing hour
i knew i loved you on the avenue
in a dream i felt it all come true

two mingled souls and a hungry kiss
a memory saved for the future reminisce
i knew i loved you on the avenue
in a dream i felt it all come true

how can you catch the sparrow?

the bone separating from the heart
of the marrow?
 

can you hold an angel in your arms
when she's afraid to surrender all her charms?

where does the day go when it's gone?
are we just waiting for another simple dawn?

are you there to remind me of who i am,
so i can return to love you once again? 

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

as i age

no worries in my hot bathroom shower

i soap my face 

shampoo my hair

notice the slipping of another hour

as i age

but no worries as i get dressed in clean jeans

and pressed shirt

pull my belt not too tightly

as i did in my teens

and no worries as i sit down for lunch

the world news has been turned off completely

for many, many months now

because i had a hunch

the stories would be very unhealthy

as i age. 

Friday, May 22, 2026

before the storm came

i stepped on the society carpet

and it felt thread-bare 

when i picked at it

it was no longer there

but now floating in the air

like a soft dream i fantasized

 

a whispered voice: "you won first prize!"

although i didn't enter any contest voluntarily

 

i must have been stranded on a beach

looking for my feet 

many other hopefuls

sped past 

crab-like to holes in the sand

 

i had a tiny bucket and a small plastic shovel

building castles inside my mind

by the low tide mark

 

there was no bend in my road

 

i didn't like to bend

i liked to shovel the wet sand

 

i found small bits of shell and stone

a fragile body

all which i used to decorate my growing castle

by the low tide mark

 

this was before the storm came and washed me

away to sea:

 

i took my bucket and shovel with me. 

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006
daughter is empowering herself