Cotopaxi, Ecuador (summer 2012)

Tuesday, February 27, 2024

Picasso's little cubes

Pablo Picasso died on the field of battle,
a bottle of Spanish wine in his hand,


he went laughing his head off:
a bull on a long one nights' stand.

he often painted his Paris canvas,
made a clown inside a monkey's head:


his party rate was higher than a cloud.
he said Monet was dead!

while up in the main saloon,
he took a running jump.


his friends watched from their mountain top:
Pablo said it was a dump.

Olga was his aristocrat;
a Russian princess of the stage.


he rehearsed love with forty women:
but kept her in a cage.

when he inhaled, he sketched two breasts;
exhaled them both firm and dark.


he confidently brushed with a mix of paints,
his little cubes became a work of art.

the last one stood before he sat,
waves washed over his blue wall.

his Spanish heart had a vision
to describe what he imagined he saw.

abstractly dancing on Mediterranean sand,
or in bed with his latest girl on top,

caressing life was what he loved:
he said he'd never stop.

Saturday, February 24, 2024

a man called Confucius

 There was a bombing in the Basilica,

but fortunately no one was injured.

the media coughed up the story for a week,

like a house cat with a huge hair ball

stuck in its' throat.

Finally, the news shifted to Hong Kong!

The BBC along with many other international media,

breathlessly proclaimed that a street protest,

which started at the intersection of 

Yee Wo Street

and Hennessy Road,

grew like an old Confucian beard.

The throngs of people were heard singing,

it was reported,

with many carrying placards which

spoke of humaneness.

Uniformed police were reported to have been

shoving everyone within their reach.

Undercover agents were actively taking pictures.

Of course, police behavior was not appropriate,

as many protest organizers were quick to say.

Propriety, it was noted, was important;

sufficiently important, the BBC wrote, to galvanize the protesters.

The assembled people appealed for wisdom from their elected leaders!

Yes, this proved to be big news!!

But the upper levels of Hong Kong's political elites

proved to be less than trustworthy.

Within days, they capitulated to the wishes of

the mainland Chinese leadership's interests.

These interests, it was known, were not about

the 5 pillars!

Thus, the old Confucian beard was trimmed.

The majority of Hong Kong people had hopes and hearts

surgically removed, like an arthritic hip,

without anesthesia.

Finally, the news, (BBC included) shifted to an Indonesian earthquake

and the subsequent tsunami.

Yet, historically, there once was a man called Confucius.


Wednesday, February 21, 2024

The Dora Maar affair

The brown rabbit with thin ears sat upon a blue circle and took a curiously surrealist look around, finding several orange crates and a pink stamp stuck onto a small corner of the neighborhood bar. There, the minotaur grabbed his fine glass and took an extremely long pull, swallowing his pride with his famous bull on a hard chair inside the Deux Minots cafe on the famed Left Bank of Paris where Madam Figaro threw her bleeding knife between the fingers of her shutter hand. Her brightly-colored nails were trimmed and lady-like as she cleaned the white tablecloth with her anxious sighs. North of the Louvre in the 8th arrondissement sat this private moment of two artistic minds with French red wines between an overcoat and a scarf. His thick layer of oil paint on the clear glass etched a deep thought and with an easy laugh, it became a negative and a muse was born.

Thursday, February 15, 2024

World History: Shahid #4

The tin soldier grew bold, stood tall;
his loosely laced shoes worn only for a laugh.

A girl, Mandy, tugged his pants,
and held his hand for a while.

His black eyes, crossed
in front of empty space, 
lost focus for a considerable time.

I was
the newest statue in this room,
a substitute for a particular lady
who had escaped on her teacher broom.

I read
the history instructions she provided:

A map of our world, their home planet,
damn it, damn it, damn it,
not an insignificant map; not poison gas
or a strange path to an essay museum.

There's Vietnam, I pointed out,
and Mao's mainland China,
and Formosa,
which I mentioned in reference to
a Mr. Peanut 
who was angrily tossed at the blackboard,
fell to the floor,
then crossed a narrow strait to his island.

I leaned on the blue podium which reeked of tedium
but it held my weight 
while
the tin soldier killed me with his lame jokes.

He was missing a prominent front tooth.

A lopsided smile, mostly.

But his classmates saw him as a stud;
a teacher denier!

He held their attention.

They ignored the map.

Their voices like lead balloons,
crashed into insignificance,
while I grasped at straws.

Their future was a warning bell soon to ring,

It rang!!  They quickly emptied the room.

and That's All Folks!

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Paris in the spring

no, it doesn't get better
even if you visit Paris in the spring

it never meant a thing
you skinny little bitch
doing coke-a-cola in a junkie ditch

yeah, i wanna know whos' smoke
is hanging between your lips
hungry to please your hips

but you're cold
looking for some heat
taking everyone new you meet
but leaving them for dead

well, i ain't going down
into that coal black town

i'm looking for a piece of air
and i won't find it there

so sorry there's a needle in your head
but it's not my stick

you're making me sick
lashing whip on a hard afternoon
coming again but way too soon

no, it doesn't get better
even if you visit Paris in the spring

it never meant a thing
you skinny little bitch
doing coke-a-cola in a junkie ditch

kicking a habit out the door
thinking nevermore

yeah, i wanna know whos' tattoo
is on your ass smeared in blue

their name outlined in red
and i wonder what was said

and i wonder how you felt
as you watched his rocket melt?

did you crawl away with the score
or turn around to ask for more?

so sorry you've lost track of time
you once were a friend of mine
but i couldn't change your tune
anytime late or soon

no, it doesn't get better
even if you visit Paris in the spring

you can't remember anything

Sunday, February 11, 2024

Inno di Mameli

in the morning,
over worn stone steps,
the Italian artisans walked inside.

the lady of the house was hiding her head under the covers,
a fresco recently made of her ass;

it was like an tasty island rimmed with collector's red lipstick,
freshly painted on the nearby marble ceiling.

waving her arms
in the eighteenth-century manner,
she rose from her bed.

while eyeing an ample supply of caviar,
she headed to the bathroom.

as she walked down the wide hall,
the artisans stopped smoking their opium.

no man whistled or thought of a pick up on the street,
even though one of them was a Turk!

an artificial lake in the porcelain bowl,
like a small grotto in a nearby park,
held her false teeth from the night before.

when she finished with her makeup application,
she reached for her sunglasses and put them on.

it was almost evening before she set about
assembling a breakfast from ripe olives, tobacco, and red wine.

a crowd of visitors were already
in her kitchen.

while they watched her eat,
they tossed barbed messages among themselves.

she was very, very cool, chewing slowly.

when she finally finished her last sip of fine Piedmont wine,
everyone came to attention and saluted.

one woman soon played a snare drum and 
a small dwarf grabbed his acoustic guitar.

the crowd began to sing Inno di Mameli.

but i wouldn't see her again until the following year,
by which time the artisans would be finished with their tasks.

Saturday, February 10, 2024

to map Hell

Bullet has muzzle velocity, so great:
1,235 feet per second
and 1.2 seconds after being fired,
it meets steel helmet,
who held up as well he might.

But bullet's force was great,
and He was melting and vaporizing and
spritzing out tiny droplets of lead
as helmet surrendered,
gave inward, bulged the steel,
and onward rushed bullet

1.204 seconds after leaving muzzle,
jagged outer edges of  helmet now behind Him, He met
hair

who held Him up nowise
in His journey.

Skin gave way to mushroomed bullet and
bones deformed at His will,

671 feet per second forward He went as He tore
into vessels too shocked to bleed,

and nosed through soft gray-white-crimson
stuff
hardly hard as warm butter.

First, He cut through the memory of Mother,
then thru a small dog, eyes shining upward;
through a first kiss, a used car, a classmate's smile,
but what the Hell it ran amok through a huge area of
scraped knees and pulled pigtails,
then a small amount of fear-about this and that-

about bullets,

then through a respected Father,

and next the warm, inviting skin touch of a girl,
and plans for a house-someday-and tears,
a smell of acrid wine first tasted,

the remembrance of raucous birds calling
in the foggy gray dawns of winter;

of food cooking, the aromas tasty and pungent;

of sex, and school, and sandwiches, and sorrows.

Then bullet was through it all, that brief map of life,
and out the other side easy as punch,
flicking helmet's edge,

continuing on,

erratic now,

partly flattened, traveling 662 feet per second, slowing until 853 feet 
beyond the tipping helmet,

He rested Himself in the bark of a standing tree,

still bewildered by His path,
duty done, 
to map Hell
where paradise once had been.

Wednesday, February 7, 2024

America in Iraq

Under cover of darkness,
the Assassins' Gate
displayed a terrible eye
and a commanding presence.

The watchtowers
and concrete blast walls
eyed nervous travelers
coming in and going out to kill
or to be killed with black-smeared faces,
some wearing helmets and others armored vests
or both,

In the first few hours
of our visit,
the atmosphere was physically cool, but
it soon became intolerably hot, particularly
between the hours of ten and six.

The fear was hot, too.

During the day, an intense sunlight grew into this vivid,
shimmering yellow ,
which often washed away any sounds of happy life.

Soccer balls still bounced, but they made a heavy thud.

Laughter was hollow, uncertain, seeking permission
from people far away.

During the night, few slept peacefully.

Inside the Green Zone,
along the west bank of the Tigris River,
paper shredders sat ready while
Truth and Madness
grew fat wearing aviator glasses,
playing cards and drinking warm American beer.

Dreams of normal life became an intrusion,
as extraordinary happenings felt normal or
nothing would happen at all, also normal.

24 hours were never enough for a single day.

We heard a bearded schoolteacher talk reverently
about his God, while watching a solitary man who was missing
his right arm stare at me as he shuffled past, unsmiling.

The niceties of conventional life largely absent, no one
seemed to know where they were or how to escape.

Frequently, an AK-47 would appear, carried on the wind with dust and
dirt and the call to prayer, oiled, fully-automatic, angry and vengeful.

Nearby, there was an obviously dead Iraqi visible,
fallen flat in the faint shadows of the Baghdad zoo.

It was a man, his clothes soiled, matching the dirt on which he sprawled.

Other animals not yet dead
seemed to dream of suicide or living through yet another day.

Which was which?

Violence slept on many beds,
out in the streets, near the mosques, or on small beaches south of Basra
where modern tides experienced a steady flood of doubt.

No one wore makeup to be beautiful.

What should we do?

Sunday, February 4, 2024

The Sacred Heart by Dali (1929)

Salvador Dali
came into perfect view
flirting with you
but painting me.

walking toward a Spanish horizon
approaching the southern sea
he found a vast stash 
of cash
and his model sailboat.

he stopped suddenly
and asked politely for his winter coat
but it turned out to be too small

or maybe he had recently grown too tall?

he cruised around the Barcelona block
where he found a melting alarm clock
and a bleeding red eye.

it didn't particularly appeal to him,
so i
rescued him from the intense cold.

he was growing sensitive and acting old!

he began shouting to a nearby friend
playing with perspective
and tickling time 
which he would twist and bend
into a happy birthday cake!

well, for Heaven's sake
some things are not what they appear to be:
he kept painting me

because i was not averse to reciting verse
or running from a disappearing leaf.

his social scene began like a moving film
of pleasurable mischief;

1931 records of New Orleans jazz
is what he has
playing often.

there seemed no time to spare!

i asked him for his secret but he wouldn't share.

i subsequently made him my mistress
but somehow that didn't feel right:

he became a famous artist and i an unemployed tailor
dressed in my best uniform of a crucified sailor
escaping an abusive dad;
it wasn't my only destiny but it was all that i had.

i worked very hard and grew a faint smile;
the mustached Dali was intrigued and asked me to stay awhile,
and during the course of our future cruises,
i noticed he had blasphemous wins but occasional losses
while playing spades.

but with a talent like The Sacred Heart

his printmaking had a decent chance to start.

our lives kept intruding

then finally pulled us apart
when he used India ink to spit on his mother
whom he often truly adored.

i tried to curry favor with my brother
as we sat together on a comfortable perch;

Dali ascended from his bench and attacked the church!

he never called me again even when i heard times seemed good.
our story ended with a rough outline as it ultimately should

have.

Friday, February 2, 2024

never visited Singapore


Ho Ching,
some say quietly,
is powerful enough
to earn the trust
of a country's leader,
and she is beautiful, too,
with her strong face and bright eyes.

Jenny Lee,
who shares with my sister
her first name,
is wealthy and gorgeous,
and so so young.

She has no interest in being
with any leader.

Jenny Hoover, my sister, was younger than me
by 3 years,
and never visited Singapore,
much to her dying regret,
and was never rich!

She was married to Mike,
a Fed Mart clerk.

He was not interested in being with
any leader, either,
but he had my sister for 50 years.

Lucky guy.

Something money can't buy!

Thursday, February 1, 2024

a last supper

Where have we gone wrong, America?

the tide has come up too high

and all aboard are about to die

sand castles wash away

beachgoers in stunning disarray

a banner fluttering in the sky

spelling out words LONG GOODBYE.

the taste of salt on all the tongues

makes it way to all the lungs;

a last supper served on the plate

and no one wants to be too late.

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006
daughter is empowering herself