too tired to mount the stairs,
i'm heavy with fatigue.
strange new cares
are pushing me down
until i can see
to the bottom of the sea,
and all the creatures trying to make it
are dressing in transsexual costumes
or else trying to fake it;
they're pushing open the revolving door
where a television
is portraying the ongoing civil war,
with battles on city streets and in the public square:
people looking for an escape are lost but discovering Mister Nowhere,
climbing ladders for a better view
to the top of the watch tower and down Fifth Avenue;
stories are thrown into the mix
and everybody wants to be in on the fix,
but the glue holding it all together
easily comes undone during spells of stormy weather:
in case there is some confusion when the music cries at night,
i'm swallowing pharmaceutical medicines to help myself feel alright,
and as part of the gathering crowd, i'm looking for an store front to swallow
or when i spy an anxious protest banner, i'll eagerly follow,
trying to find missing pieces of the broken wall
where the body of Humpty Dumpty one time took his big fall,
remembering that all the King's horses and their frustrated dreams
are not always on my side because nothing is ever like it seems.
there's a red glow on the horizon and choking smoke on the breeze;
people are rising and falling, some down on bending knees
and on the radio above the static from the street,
i hear an excited grumbling from a voice filled with conceit;
and echos rumbling like a company of army tanks
tumble down the main thoroughfare, past the parks, and the Wall Street banks:
loose gypsies are dancing on the spinning carousel,
famous minorities are ringing the front door bell,
and Venus, who's still standing nude in a giant half shell,
still has her secrets but she'll never tell
who is favored to win the big game and what's the final cost
for the gambler who bets it all and never once has lost.
yes, there is a still lot to lose
and someone has to eventually pick and choose,
but when asked which I prefer, I would rather refuse
since all the answers can only be seen
in the shooting stars or on the evening news.
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