Cotopaxi, Ecuador (summer 2012)

Thursday, December 31, 2015

words are stone

words are stone
skipping across the water’s edge
sinking into memory
like a piece of hard coal
stuck in a seam
then found again,
held in hand, examined
before being burned on a hot grill
under the watchful eye of an
curious chef.

it was a sunny morning when i saw my first word
while sitting with my book open to page number
one, and i immediately rose
from the cafe chair to join the
merry prankster for a cup of her breakfast coffee
on the wood bridge which crossed a forest stream.

in the afternoon, the woman with brown eyes was sipping her red wine
while holding a clear crystal glass and
my blue eyes when she suddenly
reached for a smooth white stone
roundly polished by the passing of glacial time.

in the early evening, when we found ourselves in the kitchen reading the recipe,
our words kept skipping back and forth
and the aroma of animal heat made us both hungry.


it was a sunny night when we ate ourselves silly.

Monday, December 28, 2015

the tiny mosquito

the tiny
mosquito
in the bathroom
is no friend of mine
hovering or on the wall
in a state of suspended animation
dreaming of a drop of my blood or more
which i wholeheartedly refuse to donate or have stolen
by the quick penetration of a stealthy proboscis when I’m not
paying attention because there are others things to do in a bathroom!

Thursday, December 17, 2015

when the day ended

when the day ended
i felt i was already bended
cut myself in two
wondering how i can ever make it through
without you
torn apart
i’m losing my heart
my blood can’t keep me new
if you only knew
there is so little of me left
i’m running out of breath
every time you cry
i’m about to die
beneath the weight of all the pain
what could i ever gain
without you
it would all be a sham
can you see me for what i am?
i would try to abide
ignoring those who lied
handing you the knife
offering you my life
if you would only try
maybe we wouldn’t wonder why.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

walking the line

in the grassy field
under the solitary tree
lacking leaves
the picnic table sat unpainted
and heavy
as was the heart
near where the warm red wine
could be seen spilled on the ground.
a fine crystal goblet laid still
on its’ side
where a crack could be seen spreading
under the afternoon sun,
and alongside was 
a soft piece of homemade bread
with the visible imprint of a once hungry hand.
in the distance,
voices from a close river,
a motor,
ruins which once held a small cabin,
and the faint traces of a natural spring
where a willow hangs slender branches and weeps,
as do many willows.
a child walks past with a quick glance at the table,
and his eyes immediately refocus on a faint trail
which leads into the woods
and there he disappears with an audible sigh.

Thursday, December 10, 2015

sticky fingers

tomorrow i'll be far away
the fates will hound me
out of town
into the city
people will smile and hide
pointing their happy fingers
it'll be said i lied
and as for me
in a private garden
reaching for a pardon
with my sticky fingers
tomorrow i'll be far away
like the ghost of a dog
out of town
into the cat fog
climbing up a bean pole
picking out a soul
with my sticky fingers
taking a quick bite
to satisfy my appetite
before i retire
with my sacred fire
into my new studio.

Thursday, December 3, 2015

dressed as a fiasco

i can hardly get up and go
dressed as a fiasco
but i had my piano to play
which helped me to stay.
then, i fell on the lawn,
waited for the dawn,
but it proved tough.
i couldn't get enough
and fled the scene
with a fondness for morphine.
in the sky, the lark
still bravely singing in the dark,
meant me no harm
for i used character, charm
and intelligence
along with an extra few cents
of pocket change
to rearrange
the deck chairs to my advantage.

Wednesday, December 2, 2015

multiple shooters

multiple shooters
like dead-of-night hooters
stealthy and quiet
on the wings of a riot
holding an AK47
dreaming of a virginal Heaven
inside a shopping mall
watching innocent victims fall
in the new toy aisle.
and when the bloody bodies pile
a sullen smile
breaks underneath a black mask
running for a black SUV
from sea to shining sea.

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Braque and his wife, Marcelle

A literary table in a Paris cafe
found Picasso on the sidelines
with surprisingly little to say.
Braque and his wife kept sipping their tea,
explaining the concept of ideal harmony:
"it's like poetry on canvas to form a new art;
a metamorphosis of rhythm which springs from the heart."
nearby hung a painting of two men reading from a letter,
arguing in jest about which one was the better,
but Picasso never wished Braque away;
although, in 1921 it certainly seemed that way.
Braque finished his tea and felt quite alive;
he had to break with Picasso is he were to survive,
and so off he went,
as though he were Heaven sent.
his studio was filled with tactile space
where curtains with irony and white lace
fluttered by the open windows.

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006

Jessica in Madrid, Spring 2006
daughter is empowering herself